A quiet weekend

I like to think. I always have thoughts. I love to imagine.

That's why, I'm the dreamy one. Full of creativity and imagination.

Yesterday was the first day I officially OT in office. haha. Usually I bring my work home to do, but yesterday I had to stay in office to complete certain tasks.

I had intended to OT yesterday anyway, but I was thinking since my friends are OTing, and I had no plans to go out, I could just OT together with them and complete more of my work. However, situation was changed and I have to OT because I really need to complete some task by that day.

Somehow, I didn't feel that happy about OT already. It's kinda weird. I said,"I'll be happy to OT if it a choice made by me, and not that I really have to complete certain things." Come to think of it, why would anyone OT just for fun? hmm... strange me. strange feelings and strange period of time.

My friend said she's not going to OT that day and that sad lonely feeling crept into me. At 7, my stomach was growling so I went down to 7 eleven to grab a Waffle. Hoping that would be dinner.

I prayed to God that I wouldn't feel so sad about being alone OT-ing on a Friday. Then... I was surprised to receive a call from my friend, who ended up staying later in office. Let's have dinner!

So we went to City hall and had a great dinner. yay. Really thankful for the way it ended. We shared a slice of cake from Fruit Paradise. My friend is such an irony. On a Diet.. Yeah, and eating all the cream....haha

Today's lunch was at Eatzi Bedok Point with a bunch of church friends. Happy, because this is the first time we actually met outside of church. The NZ Ribeye steak we ordered was great, but somehow not as feeling as the last time I ate.

Had stomach cramps due to the monthly visitor. Really bad cramps but as usual. Crawled my way home and slept till 7pm. This visitor came 2 weeks in advance. Maybe that's the cause of my erratic feelings.

I was irritated recently with a lot of issues. I'm wanting too much control over issues and refusing to accept hiccups. It's true. I agree I was trying to "play God. Now, I need to learn. It came as a nice reminder for me. Thanks.